The Five Times

Thanks.

I feel no more regret,
I feel no longer jealous,
I feel fulfilled,
I feel protected, I
am happy.

The Dinner and the Ballad Songs

I am now having dinner, alone--wait, not really tho, coz I got special company, a band with ballad songs. It seems so in line with the heartfelt I am now trying to console.

The band with the ballad songs takes me away to the deep hollow of my ol day's grand despair. It's the Hawking's black hole that sucks me in along with everything remains. Just leave nothing behind.

I am sitting alone eating my getting-cold-dinner, but it's warm in here. I listen up to those kids singing ballad songs, they're strangers, but so friendly familiar. I hesitantly leave the place coz I have to move on. I got to leave the comfort I had been long for. I got to. I can.

At the BIP having dinner.
Good hainan rice and that jellied drink.
The nite of 26th of July.

Happy Birthday to Me

It's been 25 years now, I breath the soul into life. One third of my lifeline had been passed, perhaps, not to be in vain. Yet I feel hollow deep in the niche search for an answer.

I step my narrow sidewalk, alone and lonesome. I've been thru ordeals and worst thing in live. I've been so pathetic that no more sentiment could ever portray it. I've been the poet with ever unfinished story. I've been a wreck that nobody won't ever to see.

It was.

Happy birthday to me.
On my 25th anniversary.
July 24th 2007.

Soulmate

I spotted her while I was having breakfast at Hyatt that day, Friday 27th of July. The time showed 8:00AM. She ordered tea, got some bites while typing messages on her 9300.

You created me to be far from a romantic guy. And therefore you send me this kind of lady, for my company. I know I’ll be choked for saying love to a girl. Then you create such an independent creature able to capture love emission wordlessly.

Charming, independent, powerful. Her conveyance is perfectly portrayed by adorable Bonito Pond in Portugal. The most beautiful lake I ever discover in my lifetime. It’s an orifice to my thirst of watery nuance.

You are a friend for life. You’re the soul mate.

Genesis 25

It's the genesis of a mankind.
25 years in the making, and now it blossoms.

July 24, 2007.

Bonito Pond

It was the most beautiful pond I ever seen. So clear that the fish struggling for one month to go upstream to get into this place. Spawn, elderado and the monkey who carelessly throw the fruits down the lake and yet causes another miracle.

Chandra's Taste

It was not so blazing that burn out their lust. But it’s warm enough to console a three month winter just through a smile. A young couple in love. (9/05/2006 19:15).