What it tells about dream

You got a dream, you got to protect it.
People can't do something themselves, they want to tell you that you can't do it.
You want something? Go get it!

And myself would say, good dreamers sleep less.
Indeed.

Reconnaisance Resurgence

It's been almost a year I am away, from myself.
Damn, it's a year dude... what have I been doing?

Many things happened. But one thing for sure, I am still here and writing :) People come and go off my life, but some remains, and bring stories.

I myself is a story. :)

The Five Times

Thanks.

I feel no more regret,
I feel no longer jealous,
I feel fulfilled,
I feel protected, I
am happy.

Happy Birthday to Me

It's been 25 years now, I breath the soul into life. One third of my lifeline had been passed, perhaps, not to be in vain. Yet I feel hollow deep in the niche search for an answer.

I step my narrow sidewalk, alone and lonesome. I've been thru ordeals and worst thing in live. I've been so pathetic that no more sentiment could ever portray it. I've been the poet with ever unfinished story. I've been a wreck that nobody won't ever to see.

It was.

Happy birthday to me.
On my 25th anniversary.
July 24th 2007.

Soulmate

I spotted her while I was having breakfast at Hyatt that day, Friday 27th of July. The time showed 8:00AM. She ordered tea, got some bites while typing messages on her 9300.

You created me to be far from a romantic guy. And therefore you send me this kind of lady, for my company. I know I’ll be choked for saying love to a girl. Then you create such an independent creature able to capture love emission wordlessly.

Charming, independent, powerful. Her conveyance is perfectly portrayed by adorable Bonito Pond in Portugal. The most beautiful lake I ever discover in my lifetime. It’s an orifice to my thirst of watery nuance.

You are a friend for life. You’re the soul mate.

Genesis 25

It's the genesis of a mankind.
25 years in the making, and now it blossoms.

July 24, 2007.

Bonito Pond

It was the most beautiful pond I ever seen. So clear that the fish struggling for one month to go upstream to get into this place. Spawn, elderado and the monkey who carelessly throw the fruits down the lake and yet causes another miracle.

Chandra's Taste

It was not so blazing that burn out their lust. But it’s warm enough to console a three month winter just through a smile. A young couple in love. (9/05/2006 19:15).

Angka Bicara

"Bicara apa angka-angkamu hari ini?" It was the most awaited greeting over the phone out of my bustling days.

It was you who wrap up my agenda of today... and tight me down to sleep.

It was you who virtually coexist with my solitude.

It was you ... only you.... there in the shadow.

It was you, the untouchable.

Survivor

The Survivor
23/10/2006 13:00

He taught me how to bear the unbearable, and I could. He consoled me thru the worst moment ever in life, and I survived. He prayed for me to tranquil this restlessness, and I got relieved.

And now you got to bear the unbearable, yourself, I could not help to sustain. And now you may experience the worst moment of your life ever, I may not even survived. But pray for you I could to console you by means of my own and His way.

Coz you are my mentor, by the way you survived.

On remembering Hatta.

Crash Boom Bang

If it's just a li'l crush, why it last over the years. If it's just an admiration, why it beats my heart o... so violently.

But if this called love, then why words frozen up when I stand right beside you.

Matter of fact, I am afraid to love you. Too terified to have your love in return. Yet definitely I am dying to have your undecided silence.

Chasing Drift

You're the one that stimulates me to write a lot more than any other inspirations.

We just meet once in a while, or so. Not enough to share all stories and rememberance. Not enough to touch hands and feel the warmth of your skin.

But your heart emits more words than any phrase can express. But your smile transmits eternal warmth that I could not resist.

There you are, away of far away, but there inside you are, dwelling and reverberating. Chilling yet anaestheting.

You are the paradox, enough to chaos all establishments, all logical ingredients. But there I stand for you, always yes I admire you.

You are my star.

Flight of Da Vinci

"When once you have tested flight, you will forever walk the earth with your eyes turned skyward, for there you have been, and there you will always long to return."

Leonardo Da Vinci

Heartbeat Symphony

It's always all about song. It's about the one who sing a song, and someone who listen. It's about you and the song. It's about two seconds moment when your eyes cought each other. It's about heart that beating faster when you called the name. It's about felling that you dunno how to deal.

JKEX 20/10/2006

Consolation

Dan ketika kakiku mulai goyah, cinta kasihmu menyokongku.
Dan ketika makin banyak pikiran dalam diriku, cintamu jadi penghiburku.

Nike's Blog

"Emotionally exhausted. Aria's song keep repeating in my head. How do you keep a good smile, when u're having a bad day. Damn it! Wanna get out of here. Miss my Banu-chan".

-Nike's on her bad day 15/12/2006-

First Breath after Comma

If I had to experience worst thing, then it is today.

Traveling with hatred and irritations are heart breaking.
Delivering a speech with faking smile is annoying.

Why should this happen? Again and again. I am comma.

But for the god sake you're coming! Breathe me...to live again.

The one who breathe me

A single moment that deteriorate my whole day.
A so called friend that stab on my back, the worst betrayal ever.
Why shall I be here still?
Then I came to you, for companion.
But you gimme more than that, you gimme contentment and relieve.
Shangri-la for this long way sojourn.
I am not expecting you to heal me, but you're there wash my pain away.
You breathe me into life.
I am resurged.
You're here always, dwelling and reverberating.
You diminish yourself but I will remember.
Coz you are the one.

Sweet Amaretto

You've been a company to get thru my bad days. And you were there, always.
The Sweet Amaretto and the people who stands out to be the performer, a real one.......!

A friend introduced me to you, and it's a sweet taste that contended my days in life for back and forth for the hours to come, untill the drizzling rain pours down to my face on the way home...it feels so cool... it feels so peaceful... until we return to the home of pacific, the place where we dwell for a couple of momens....until we back to the earth of real life... and so forth and on forward....

I just love the moment when they deliver our songs....that's the anthem that will reverberate in my mind...for days and weeks to come...until we meet again in another occassion...when we meet agin and regain the moments...

Until we repeat those moment again, until we share happiness and loneliness again...until we happy together again....just you and me, sweet amaretto....!!!!

I just love the moment when we are together and so forth and so on.
I just want to repeat those moments again and again!!!

Horizon

I am flying above the clouds, it gorgeously burning golden and white blanket ... a velvet of universe. I see the sky limit, it's a horizon... And I learn that Earth is round.